Respect

Respect is when you accept things about my feelings without understanding why

Respect is when i beg about things and you accept it without comments

Respect is when you show consideration and speciel attention about the things that makes me happy or  sad

Respect is that we understand each others limits and do not cross them

Respect is to talk nicely to each other

Respect is to be able to forgive and then go on

Respect is to stay within the subject during a conversation

Respect is to be loved and without respect ... love is grounded and pointless

No more participatory

Why is she in love with me?
When she's hot enough for George C
The answer still remain
Through unthoughtful bunches of blame

Goes out to wine and dine
No worries, its all just fine
Drowns in oceans of booze
Like there was nothing to loose

Compassion and influence were lost
When a series of bad mouth were tossed
No co-determination or participatory
All ends in a blaze of glory

Happiness is

Happiness is to know that you love me more than anything
Happiness is to know that I love you more than anything
Happiness is to wake up next to you
Happiness is when you make me feel safe
Happiness is to play with your feet

Happiness is to know that you will be mine forever
Happiness is to make love to you
Happiness is to kiss you
Happiness is when you let me take pictures of you
Happiness is getting a long personal mail from you
Happiness is when you hold me and tug yourself into me
Happiness is when you sleep on the couch ... and I can watch
Happiness is when you give me credit in front of others

Happiness is to pick nice shoes with you ... for you
Happiness is to see you make an effort in your work and in your world
Happiness is to smell you

Happiness is to travel far away with you
Happiness is to sleep in a hotel with you
Happiness is when you undress
Happiness is to eat your fabulous food
Happiness is to share a bowl of popcorn with you
Happiness is to do the dishes with you while chatting
Happiness is to get a loving SMS from you
Happiness is to take a walk with you
Happiness is to see you naked
Happiness is when you look me deep into my eyes and I get all dizzy
Happiness is to build a comon future with you
Happiness is to make love to you gently
Happiness is to visit our families together
Happiness is to dance with you
Happiness is when you care for my children
Happiness is that we have much in comon
Happiness is that you like to stay at home and be twosome
Happiness is to watch a good movie with you
Happiness is to give you an orgasm
Happiness is to hold your hand
Happiness is to experience the world with you
Happiness is to go shopping with you
Happiness is to throw a party with you
Happiness is to make love to you hard
Happiness is to go on vacation with you
Happiness is to see you lie on the beach sunbathing

Happiness is that I am your man...

Contrast Factual Scenario

No Speak No Evil

My green eyes turn to black
I will not speak no more
I’m forced under attack
I will not win this war

My words are misunderstood
And evil ones are returned from thee
Go hide under my hood
No Speak No Evil for me

Damn it

Damn all the times I got jealous

Damn all the times that I cried

Damn all the days tossed between us

Damn all the times that I died

She thinks it’s so tough on her side

She says I complain too much

She thinks’ she’s better off without me

Damn all the times that I tried

Damn did I find me a white rose?
Damn does it fade into black?
Damn better find me the right dose
Damn me it’s time to step back

I will fuck myself

Feel like i'm gonna puke
Nausea springs to my throat

All I believed in are down the trashcan now for sure
My heart is broken into pieces
What have I done to deserve this?
All I did was give love, lots of love
Backup and trust and knowledge and tenderness
Got thrown away in an instant of time

She told me to fuck myself, and that's what i will try
I'll pack my bags and rest for now, before my heart will frye
My longings are to tough to match
Tried too hard to be the perfect catch
Better try to relax and wait
Before i throw my love out as bait

The Painted Walls

The Painted Walls is all around me,
surrounding me,
talks to me,
reminds me of the giant that lives in my heart

The love I gave her, the love I give her,
is like a stronghold

Does she realize that?
does she truly know?

No i'm not just a passing
I'm her rock
I'm her man
I'm her palette of love
My face is a palette, the palette is my face
I'm in The Painted Walls

Tic Toc

Tic Toc Tic Toc, there goes my clock
Shows me the time and I cry
My heart just stoned, became a rock
The day she said goodbye

Tic Toc Tic Toc, there goes my clock
The hours feels like pain
Oh fuck, I suck, just out of luck
Won't live my life in vain

Disappointed

I wish I could write me a love poem
Something tells me oh yes I can
The puzzles thou in my heart roam
Makes me just a shell of a man

I get so disappointed
I do that every time
I sit and wait as expected
My heart filled with loving and rhyme










I should know that she won’t betray me
That her heart is filled with my love
Through evil I run to escape thee
The thoughts fetching me in its glove

I just get so damn disappointed
Why can’t she see that I do?
Is my love to large or perfected?
And sticks to her like evil glue










I must get back to my “Strength and Honor”
Put evil asleep for tonight
Tomorrow again I will await her
To call me and make things all right

Strength and Honor

This is a puzzle I must admit... But something in me forces me to do it.

Do what? Write about what toggles my mind, my bright mind, my dark mind, my open mind, my closed mind, my beautiful and evil thoughts, the thoughts that fulfills me, the thoughts that betray me…


I must be strong, Strength and Honor… You like the sound of it? I got to have Strength, because my strength honors me as a human, as a man.

But what’s wrong about feeling sad about love, poetry and life I ask myself? What’s wrong with the dark side?

You don’t know the power of the dark side… or maybe you do... I think I do.

Only time will tell if we get out of here...

ALIVE!